CityofCyn

I really can't think of anything to write this week. My mind is going at its usual million miles per minute pace but nothing that I can put into written words. I find myself once again very contemplative and intermittently happy and sad. No matter what I do there is an underlying sadness but I'll take that over overwhelming sadness any day.

I spent a lot of time with my family this weekend which I really enjoyed but it took a lot of energy to talk myself into getting up outta bed and going out. Staying in thinking and being alone just seemed comforting somehow. Sunday was a bit easier but I think that was because I knew that I would see Superman later that day. I'm trying my best to pick myself up and just focus on me and the things I need to do to make my life what I need to be. I know the things I need to do and I see what I want and even though I can't seem to make it all come together- I'm not gonna stop trying.