CityofCyn

I can be a bit of an insecure jerk! Okay, maybe a lot more than a bit on my bad days. I need to apologize to blogland for giving the impression that Superman is a jerk; cause he isn't. We have been having a difficult few months and I have let my insecurities get the best of me. I like to think that I have made it to adulthood unscathed but the reality is that every now and again I pick up a bit of baggage that I though I had long ago gotten rid of it and I have taken it out on him unfairly. I can be an ass! Monday and Tuesday were two such days. I recognize it, really and truly this time, and I promise to do better. I have to do better! The situation we are experiencing is not ideal nor is what I want but I could be dealing with it a 100% better than I have. It's like I see myself handling things wrong yet I'm helpless to stop it. I just keep stumbling and doing all of the wrong things and the more I try and correct the more I seem to fcuk up. I don't know what's going on with me but I need to get it together QUICKLY!!! Improving myself will be a top my to-do-list as well as my prayer list.